Sunday, October 28, 2012

Always Searching

I wish I could tear my feelings out and use them for target practice. I hate always wondering about someone. Always playing the god damn what if game.

What if we work out? What if he's as great as he seems and the most important of all.

WHAT IF I MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE? What if I could have had something magical with them and I missed it because I was with him? What if I throw something magical away because I thought I found someone better and I was wrong?

Love is not logical. I am logical. I hate love.
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  1. UnknownNovember 5, 2012 at 10:35 AM

    the what if sucks.

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  2. UnknownNovember 8, 2012 at 6:01 PM

    I am the same way... HATE WHAT IF! You will never know unless you try. :)

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